Thursday, December 10, 2009

Growing Up

I first noticed the change in high school. From my junior year to my senior year I noticed a big change. I didnt know what it was. I thought something might have been wrong with me. But someone told me, "you're fine. you're maturing." At first I didnt know what that meant. I just shook it off. But then I had real life examples guide me through. Things I did when I was a junior I didnt do when I was a senior. Things like cutting class, talking back, getting smart. I just didnt do it. Not that I didnt have the urge to, I did. But a little voice in my head just told me it wasnt the right thing to do.

Flash forward to college. I swear everyday I am tested. I dont know why but I am. Anybody that knows me knows I have a bad mouth and an even badder attitude. So sometimes I think people like to test me, on purpose. Today, I receive an email from my advisor telling me I need to meet with him before Friday. I have been hasseling him since last week to meet so I can do my schedule and today he finally emails me back. So I already had an attitude about that. So he asked when could I meet I put "tomorrow morning?" His return email told me I was rude and disrespectful for a two word answer. This is his exact text
"You will need to call the Education office and make an appointment. We are not on call to appear when you choose. Your two word email giving me less than 12 hours notice is rude and disrespectful, especially given the attitude that I should be available all morning so you could visit at whatever time you choose."
I didnt feel I was rude nor disrespectful & I certainly didnt mean to come off that way. I started to give him a piece of my mind, but that little voice intervened.
Instead I said:
"Sorry you felt that way sir. I didn't intend to be rude nor disrespectful & I'm sorry you took it that way. I don't have a phone so there isn't a way I could call."
Im soooooo proud of myself cuz I really wanted to cuss him out. Its not just that instance. Its soooo much more that this man does to me. He intenionally makes my life at college difficult.

Another reason I try to bite my tongue is because I'm an African-American. I really try not to do anything that will bring my race down. I am trying to uplift and inspire (one of the reasons I want to be a teacher) and I know that African-Americans have stereotypes. And I try to do my best not to engage in any of those stereotypes.

Sorry for this rant I had to get it off my chest. I am proud of the growth I have had thus far, and look forward to continuing my journey in this life.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Jesus Can't Save You, Life Starts When The Church Ends..

Okay so me and a dear friend of mine (What's up L.A) where discussing the music industry and the devil like a month ago before the Empire State of Mind song blew up. We were talking about the numerous refernces to it in Jay-Z's song Run This Town (http://vigilantcitizen.com/?p=1948). It made me think real long and hard. At first I passed it off as just heresay. I mean Jay Z? worshipping the devil? It was a bit much. Then I read it a second time and it was like a light turned on. The devil uses powerful to get to us. We (people in general) memorize and recite these raps with second nature. Its making more sense now.

The other day, me and L.A. did a small facebook experiment. We both changed our status to the now infamous Jay Z line in Empire State of Mind: "Jesus Can't Save You, Life Starts When The Church Ends". I left it there for 24 hours maybe a little more. Out of all 750+ friends on facebook only 2 said something to me about my status. & most of the people on my facebook are "christians" & love God etc. I was a little disappointed and disturbed. I did it to get reactions and I didnt get any & disturbed because if these so called "Christians" will let someone they know openly disrespect Christ by name, what else were they letting slide?

I think Jay Z needs to explain the line. Immediately. I could see where he is saying "Jesus cant save you" In the context of the story if you read between the lines before that line, it seems as he is saying you can’t be a whore all week and go to Church on Sunday to repent. You can’t just be innocent in Church and be sinning all week after that. But "life starts when the Church ends? huh? im confused Mr. Carter. And for the record, I have NOTHING against Atheists. A friend of mine is one. But to worship the devil is two different things.

I dont like the song anymore. I will boycott it & his music until he comes out with a response to let us know what he was meaning. Hip Hop is art, and art can be interpreted in many ways. Unfortunately his are being interpreted in the wrong way.

So readers I have said my piece, what do you guys/girls think? Be open & honest!

other links speaking on the topic:
[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dApiC2-l04&feature=player_embedded]
[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OYUSvHGFnQ&feature=response_watch]
[http://ajsdailydevotions.blogspot.com/2009/09/jay-z-says-jesus-cant-save-you-on-his.html]
[http://bit.ly/4zgRXm]

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Changes...

"I guess change is good for any of us" - TuPac "I Aint Mad at Ya"

As I am writing this, I am either about to undergo or currently undergoing some changes. Some minor, some major but changes nonetheless. Some of these changes I cant speak on at the moment, but they will come to light sooner rather than later. I am extremely proud on getting an internship with Dr. Judith Green (google her if you don't know), and I cant wait until that begins.

But right now I am focused on one thing: School. Its hard staying focused when the finish line is so far away. That's kinda how I feel about school. I know I want a degree, I know I need a degree, and I know I'll get said degree, but when its paper after paper, assignment after assignment, its hard to think about "hey this is going to add up to a degree" which is nothing but a piece of paper telling an employer you are fit for a certain job. Ugh. The world today. Being the type of person I am, I lack patience. Seeing that I am studying to become a teacher, that might not be the best thing. LOL. But hey, it is what it is. School is teaching me patience.

I hate school. Seriously, its nothing more than I hate than listening to a professor talk to me about boring things i prolly wont remember next semester. Especially my Intro To Lit class. OMG sooo boring. But I know I HAVE to do it. So i suck it up and look at my arm and remember why I am in college in the first place.

Sometimes I wanna do a Kanye (College Dropout). Sometimes I feel like Lil' Jimmy:
"You keep it going man, you keep those books rolling,
You pick up those books your going to read
And not remember and you roll man"

I think life's not fair. It's true life's not fair. But there isnt anything any of us can do about it. Except play the game. And play it to win.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Ballon Boy (my take)




Unless you live under a rock, then you are familiar with the balloon boy story. if not please read (http://www.nytimes.com/2009/10/17/us/17blitzer.html) & (http://necolebitchie.com/2009/10/15/balloon-boy-admits-publicity-stunt) before reading any further.

What follows is strictly my OPINION!!! if you don't like it oh well, its my blog!!! anyways..

I was on twitter (twitter.com/bfears) when i began to take note of the balloon boy story by people posting thoughts on it. So I tuned in to TMZ's streaming live coverage of FOXNEWS. I was very worried and anxious and I was tweeting my thoughts as well. I was worried the boy might be dead because of the helium. Then once the balloon landed, and he didn't immediately crawled out my stomach dropped. I thought he was dead! Then the EMS crew didn't run over to him, I was shocked and baffled. Then when they said he wasn't in there, there was a report that the brother said he might have fell out. Then that was the first time there was doubt in my mind. When they found him safe at home, I thought it was a hoax, but I wasn't sure and I gave the balloon family the benefit of the doubt. But when I watched this (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wI6UONWCq7A&feature=player_embedded) I knew it was a hoax. This (http://bit.ly/2iWJVf) further proved what i was thinking. This was a terrible hoax and the family should pay. Terrible terrible.

Million Dollar Baby

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Update in My Life (Changes)

Welcome and thanks for reading. (Excuse Me Miss by Jay Z playing in the background). Saturday October 3rd 09 I attended the wonderful Kentucky Collegiate Leadership Conference. I met some wonderful people and networked liked crazy. I shook hands with the owner of a $6 billion company. I had a wonderful time and enjoyed myself. It gave me a renewed sense of what I was doing in my life. I always know what I want to do, but being there just put it back in the front of my head. Needless to say, it was a great experience.

Some of you may know or may not know that I am joining the National Guard. It is a business decision as well as a decision I made to better myself and my family. I want a challenge, and the National Guard will challenge me. Basically it was a no-brainer. Hopefully I can leave in Jan & only miss 1 semester of school and basketball since I am redshirting this year anyway.

Other than that, nothing else has been going on in my life. I'm enjoying my life each day, and gearing up for my future.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!!


YEAH IMA LITTLE LATE (9/3) BUT HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY BLOG!!!! Its came a long way since last year but im still improving the blog & new improvements are always coming. I have grown I cant wait to grow even bigger. Thanks for reading. I love you all!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

ALL WOMEN PLEASE READ & PASS ON!!!

Crucial
Because of recent abductions
In daylight hours, refresh yourself
of these things to do
in an emergency situation...
This is for you,
and for you to share
with your wife,
your children,
everyone you know.

After reading these 10 crucial tips,
forward them to someone you care about.
It never hurts to be careful
in this crazy world we live in.

1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do :
The elbow is the strongest point
on your body.
If you are close enough to use it, do!


2.. Learned this from a tourist guide..
If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse,
DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM.
Toss it away from you....
Chances are that he is more interested
in your wallet and/or purse than you,
and he will go for the wallet/purse.
RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car,
kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole
and start waving like crazy..
The driver won't see you, but everybody else will.
This has saved lives
.

4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars
after shopping, eating, working, etc., and just sit
(doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc.
DON'T DO THIS!)
The predator will be watching you, and this
is the perfect opportunity for him to get in
on the passenger side, put a gun to your head,
and tell you where to go.
AS SOON AS YOU GET INTO YOUR CAR ,
LOCK THE DOORS AND LEAVE.. If someone
is in the car
with a gun
to your head
DO NOT DRIVE OFF,
Repeat:
DO NOT DRIVE OFF!
Instead gun the engine
and speed into anything, wrecking the car.
Your Air Bag will save you.
If the person is in the back seat
they will get the worst of it .
As soon as the car crashes
bail out and run.
It is better than having them find your body
in a remote location.


5. A few notes about getting
into your car in a parking lot,
or parking garage:
A.) Be aware:
look around you,
look into your car,
at the passenger side floor ,
and in the back seat
B.) If you are parked next to a big van,
enter your car from the passenger door.
Most serial killers attack their victims
by pulling them into their vans while the women
are attempting to get into their cars.
C.) Look at the car
parked on the driver's side of your vehicle,
and the passenger side... If a male is sitting alone
in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back
into the mall, or work, and get a
guard/policeman to walk you back out.
IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)

6. ALWAYS take the elevator
instead of the stairs.
Stairwells are horrible places to be alone
and the perfect crime spot.
This is especially true at NIGHT!)

7. If the predator has a gun
and you are not under his control,
ALWAYS RUN!
The predator will only hit you (a running target)
4 in 100 times; and even then,
it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ.
RUN, Preferably in a zig -zag pattern!

8. As women, we are always trying
to be sympathetic:
STOP
It may get you raped, or killed.
Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking,
well educated man, who ALWAYS played
on the sympathies of unsuspecting women.
He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often
asked 'for help' into his vehicle or with his vehicle,
which is when he abducted his next victim.

9. Another Safety Point:
Someone just told me that her friend heard
a crying baby on her porch the night before last,
and she called the police because it was late
and she thought it was weird.. The police told her
'Whatever you do, DO NOT
open the door..'
The lady then said that it sounded like the baby
had crawled near a window, and she was worried
that it would crawl to the street and get run over.
The policeman said, 'We already have a unit on the way,
whatever you do, DO NOT open the door.'
He told her that they think a serial killer
has a baby's cry= recorded and uses it to coax
women out of their homes thinking that someone
dropped off a baby. He said they have not verified it,
but have had several calls by women saying that
they hear baby's cries outside their doors
when they're home alone at night.


10. Water scam!
If you wake up in the middleof the night to hear all your taps outside running or what you think is aburst pipe, DO NOT GO OUT TO INVESTIGATE! These people turn on all youroutside taps full ball so that you will go out to investigate andthen attack.Stay alert, keep safe, and look out for your neighbours!
Please pass this on
This e-mail should probably be taken seriously because
the Crying Baby Theory was mentioned on
America 's Most Wanted when they profiled
the serial killer in Louisiana

Saturday, August 22, 2009

1st week of school

Well the first week of school went smooth. I am taking 16 hours, & i wanted to take more. hopefully next semester i can hit the 17-18 mark. Right now, im trying to get involved in as many club & activities as possible. Right now, i am playing on the basketball team (even tho im redshirting), i am managing the mens & womens soccer team, & i am on the student senate. Club rush is next week so i will sign up for more. not much going on on my end. i am striving to make all a's & b's this semester and i know if i apply myself i can. thanks all folks.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

10 reasons you should cop Esso's Off The Wall


If you follow me on twitter (twitter.com/bfears) than you know I have been anxiously anticipating this since the first single "Don't Stop" dropped. Well it came out on Monday, & it didnt disappoint. With my luck, I didnt get to DL it until last night. Monday I was on the road all night, & Tuesday my Internet was effin up. But i finally got it & I must say, it goes hard (pause). In honor of the 30th anniversary of Mike's Off The Wall, I present to you....




10 reasons you should download Esso's Off The Wall




10. Esso is cute. [http://bit.ly/mQUFI]




9. He is a true MJ fan, & started this before MJ passed. [http://bit.ly/4OHzY]




8. The Don't Stop video is bananas. [http://bit.ly/aOkUj]




7. Woody produced the entire project. [http://bit.ly/uruzb]




6. He wrote me on twitter! [http://bit.ly/BH1Gz]




5. The songs are dope & the lyrics are on point. [http://bit.ly/3TQ1Y]




4. His blog is dope. [http://theessoexperience.com/]




3. Its Free! [http://bit.ly/2l3q82]




2. He is DJbooth.net approved. [http://bit.ly/OEDGS] & he has been featured on too many websites to name.




1. He is featured in the 12th anniversary issue of XXL, which is on stands now! [http://bit.ly/16eSUW]




What are you waiting for? DL now! [http://bit.ly/neq2K]


Wanna listen before you DL? [http://bit.ly/3TQ1Y]






Friday, August 7, 2009

KAnye to the..

Being that Kanye is one of my favorite rappers of all time, (College Dropout is still my favorite ALBUM EVER!!!), this was hilarious! It was real, & i feel the same way. so check this out, & let me know what you think!

[http://yepyep.gibbs12.com/2009/08/kanye-before-his-ego-took-over/]

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Good Hair

After watching this, (http://bit.ly/QTHca) me & my cousin talked about what is Good Hair. Me myself, rock a natural hair do, I have dread locks. It was a long time before I came to the conclusion that i wanted dreadlocks. I always wanted to be different, & not conform, so i decided I wanted to go natural. Not to brag, but i have a decent grade of hair, & i was able to pull the look off. It was my mother who thought dread locks would work for me. "you're always on the go," she said. "it would be a perfect look for you." So i decided to get dreadlocks. I have had dreadlocks since February 16th 2008. At first I liked them, then I hated them, then I started to love them. They are different & unique & alot of people don't have the guts to pull it off. Some people think good hair, is straight permed hair. Others think it is, curly natural hair. Does good hair determine if you are cute or not? What are your thoughts on good hair?

& I cant wait to see this movie in theaters.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Letter to my "father"

Dear Mr. Fears,

Hey. How are you? I wouldn't know, since you refuse to keep in contact with your eldest child. But i dont blame you. I mean your just doing what society expects of you right? Like taking care of children is too much for you, huh? haha. Its okay. You are a grown ass man. Yet, you act childish. I text you, you don't text back. I call you & you don't answer. & don't use the tired excuse that your phone is broke, or you didn't get the message. Cuz I'll text or call you from a different number & you'll answer the phone. I just hang up. I don't wanna hear your voice. I just wanted some money, honestly. Ill be honest. I tried the whole father-daughter thing with you, & it just didn't work. I mean you FORGOT my birthday. Like really? No call. I couldn't even get a card. No happy birthday text! It would have taken a measly 10 seconds to send me a Happy Birthday text to my phone. But you didn't. On June 8th 2009, for 24 whole hours you were too busy to recognize the day I was born. Your birthday was in July. I wasnt gonna text you either, but two wrongs don't make a right, so i texted you. A couple weeks after that, I texted you & told you my situation. School was next month, & i asked you to contribute some monetary funds. You said sure I got you. I mean its the least you could do. My mother did everything for me last year. You didn't come to my high school graduation or send me off to college. But you want respect? ha! come on now. lets get real. school starts in two weeks. i still havent heard from you. But I bet you have plenty of money to take your little girlfriends to the movies. She is legal right? & you can support another man's kids but not your own. You were in the hospital every time this little baby was sick, but you cant acknowledge me? wow. what did i do wrong. yes you were young when i was born, i understand. but a real MAN accepts his responsibilities & steps up to the plate. & that sir, is something you will never be. I am not angry or upset at all. I'm honestly more hurt than anything. because you made me another statistic. Thanks, "dad"

Sunday, August 2, 2009

TOP 10 RAP/HIP-HOP ALBUMS

AFTER READING THIS (http://youngsonmusic.wordpress.com/2009/08/02/my-top-10-hip-hoprap-albums/) WHICH IS YOUNG SON'S TOP HIP HOP/RAP ALBUMS. I DID MY OWN. WHICH YU CAN READ BELOW. PLEASE READ, ADD YOURS, & DISCUSS IN THE COMMENTS!

MY TOP RAP/HIP-HOP ALBUMSIN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. KANYE WEST- THE COLLEGE DROUPOUT
2. THE GAME- THE DOCUMENTARY
3. CHARLES HAMILTON- THE PINK LAVALAMP
4. LAURYN HILL- THE MISEDUCATION OF LAURYN HILL
5. JAY Z- THE BLACK ALBUM
6. KANYE WEST- LATE REGISTRATION
7. JAY Z- THE BLUEPRINT
8. LIL KIM- THE NAKED TRUTH
9. TUPAC- THE DON KULLUMINATI
10. T.I.- IM SERIOUS

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Update!

Whats up World? I'm blessed right now. I'm living and loving my life right now! I'm listening to Freddie Gibbs, chilling, layed back. In my life, I'm about to be busy these next couple of weeks. I have my family reunion in Detroit next weekend & then the weekend after that, I'm off to school to finish the 2nd of my four years! I'm still st St. Catherine. Check us out at sccky.edu. This year I am expanding my athletic & academic repertoire. I am playing soccer, well actually practicing & I'll be the manager on game day. I'll be able to play games next year. I am also debating on softball. I just wanna stay busy & focused & get the most of my college experience. As far as academic, I am still going to be on the Student Senate, & I am going to try to join another organization as well as get a job. I'll be plenty busy! My cousin, Alexis, is in the Big Bang Theory, which is a dance production. It's tomorrow, so I'm excited to get to see her perform. As far as everything else, I'm good. Also tonight rapper Drake, fell down & injured his leg. Let's hope he's OK. That's all for now! Thanks for reading.

& follow me on twitter
twitter.com./bfears

Peace & Blessings!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Good Clean Joke

Jesus and Satan were having an on-going argument about who was better on the computer. They had been going at it for days, and frankly God was tired of hearing all the bickering.

Finally fed up, God said, "THAT'S IT! I have had enough. I am going to set up a test that will run for two hours, and from hose results, I will judge who does the better job."

So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away. They moused. They faxed. They e-mailed They e-mailed with attachments. They downloaded. They did spreadsheets! They wrote reports. They created labels and cards. They created charts and graphs. They did some genealogy reports They did every job known to man. ' Jesus worked with heavenly efficiency and Satan was faster than hell.

Then, ten minutes before their time was up, lightning suddenly flashed across the sky, thunder rolled, rain poured, and, of course, the power went off. Satan stared at his blank screen and screamed every curse word known in the underworld. Jesus just sighed. Finally the electricity came back on, and each of them restarted > their computers. Satan started searching frantically, screaming: "It's gone! It's all GONE! "I lost everything when the power went out!"

Meanwhile, Jesus quietly started printing out all of his files from the past two hours of work. Satan observed this and became irate. "Wait!" he screamed. "That's not fair! He cheated! How come he has all his work and I don't have any?"

God just shrugged and said, JESUS SAVES

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

HEAVY HEART


I am sad to say that my uncle passed away. He was shot & killed. He was in the wrong place at the wrong time & HE WAS NOT THE INTENDED TARGET! Me & my family are grieving the loss of my uncle, some are taking it more harder than others. He loved every1 & wouldnt hurt a fly. We love you dearly Uncle Charles & you will be missed.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON




AUGUST 29, 1958-JUNE 25, 2009


They accusin Michael of touchin kids in the wrong places
At first they embraced him, had a couple of facelifts
Now people wanna place him with murderers and rapists
They comin I can taste this, swear to God I erase 'em

-THE GAME














Friday, May 22, 2009

Freddie Gibbs


So I was browsing Datpiff.com and i found this wonderful piece of music. Freddie Gibbs: The Miseducation of Freddie Gibbs. I was skeptical at first but upon listening to it, OMG I am in love lol. If you are looking for substance hip hop look no further. Freddie is the truth. You want any cash, cars, clothes, and hoes here.


Click this link to listen



You can hit Freddie Gibbs on Myspace and Twitter.




DL link.



also if you like the title of his next project is called "Midwestgangstaboxframecadillacmuzik" and its on the way.
Hit Freddie on twitter & tellem bfears sent ya! lol

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Momentum Part 1


This is the cover from the upcoming mixtape by Nook. It is called Momentum Part 1. As of now I dont a release date, but when I do I'll put it up. You can hit him up on myspace, and twitter.





Tuesday, May 19, 2009

New Music




Right now im bumping a few new projects from sum underground artists. The first I jst DLd lyk 2 mins ago

This is sHOW tuFLI and his newest project, "Come Home With Me" inspired by Mr. Crime Pays, Cam'Ron.


DL link: http://www.zshare.net/download/6023881122fb9244/


The next 1 is an artist from cleveland tht goes by the name SIR. Its called "Aviation University" and it bangs. I've listened to it all the way through& the beats r ridiculous! At first I was a little weary of the title becuz as yu know Wiz Khalifa just dropped a project called "Flight School". But after a couple listens I'm telling yu, DL it ASAP!


http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?emxyaiczt0z

Ill update when i get finished listening to the tufli project & ill let yu no my thoughts. feel free 2 voice yur opinion as well.







shed so many tears


r.i.p.
dolla's song abt death (recorded a wek b4 he died)
other links
t.i. talks about dolla
follow dolla on twitter
@dollagang

i have bn absent

i know this. i reason really. i havent bn in the mood 2 post anything significant. but im kinda in a down mood. a rapper i liked gt killed 2day. he will get his own post tho. & 2ma ill update yu guys on my life.

Friday, March 20, 2009

LMAO

A guy walks into a bar and orders two shots of Vodka. The bar tender says "had a tough day?" The man replied "yeah I found out my little brother is gay". The next day the same guy walks in to the bar again and this time orders 3 shots of Vodka. The bartender says "another bad day?" The man replied "yeah i just found out my older brother is gay". The next day the same man walks in the bar and this time orders 5 shots of Vodka. The bartender looked at him and said "Man doesn't anybody in your family like women. The man then replied "yeah, My wife"

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

CDS I'M WAITING ON

BOW WOW- NEW JACK CITY PART 2
NIPSEY HU$$LE- SOUTH CENTRAL STATE OF MIND
NEAKO- RUBIX CUBE GREEN EDITION
CHARLES HAMILTON- UNTITLED
B.O.B- UNTITLED

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

True Story

I DIDNT WRITE THIS!!!!!! BUT ITS SO TRUE I HAD TO REPOST!!!!
MUCH RESPECT TO TPAR AND XXLMAG.COM


Hip Hop embodies the “rags to riches” story. The narrative is typical: I grew up under very difficult circumstances, I stood out, I was special and now I “made it.” I now have enough money that I can take care of myself and my family, forever.
Most people in real life however, never “make it.” Life, for most people, is a constant struggle and is more about managing problems then one day reaching some obscure mountain top of happiness and problem-free (read: debt free) existence. I believe this is where Hip Hop has come up short. Rap music has been the soundtrack to my life in many respects and has provided me with inspiration through each stage of my life, but had I relied only on the messages contained in my favorite rap songs, I would be lost in the misconception that I can one day “make it” and would think all else is failure. The truth is life is about the details; waking up everyday, making it to work or school on time and doing everything with heart, soul and care. Rap music, and the “hustle” that every rapper claims to be their forte is about “getting in the door” or “closing the deal.” Such hustle is not enough in the real world. Care, diligence, paying attention to detail and doing everything right all the time is what it takes to live a productive life.
This same ethos is what drives hip hop’s friendships. Note, every rapper claims they would “die” or “kill” for their homey…but when it comes to the small stuff that actually counts on a day to day occurrence, they come up short. Rappers who have professed undying loyalty to one another in song after song, soon stop talking over contractual or business disputes. Think about how many of your friends have said “Dog, you know I’d do anything for you…” but can’t pick you up and give you a ride when you need them or come up short on the most mundane of requests. This is the same that the “huslter” mentality in Hip Hop has done to our youth’s concept of success: “Man, I stay grinding!” is the battle cry I hear all the time…my follow up question is: Well, how many hours have you spent in preparing for your test?
We can’t all be Lebron James or Jay-Z but many of us live each day like we are one “hustle” away from being them. It’s a fallacy that causes many 14, 15 and 16 year old young brothers and sisters that I mentor look me in the eyes and say “I don’t care, I’ma be ballin’ out of control…” in response to me telling them they are not going to graduate high school.
The reality is: You are not a “Boss” who will one day be driven in a Maybach basking in the respect you get from everyone, everywhere you go. Unless you work hard, seek guidance and make every day a fruitful progression, you will be another statistic making less than 25 grand a year with kids you cannot provide for and a future without hope.-TPAR

Monday, March 9, 2009

true story: first love

long time no post, right? lol not anything to really post about honestly but today was something to post about....if you know me you know that i love basketball, like literally. i'm always talkin, readin, watchin, or thinking about the game. every since i can remember basketball has been a part of my life...not a days goes by without me having some sort of contact with basketball..its just a fact of life...accept it lol...but anyways...today as me, my brother, and my mother were watching vandy and auburns girls play, tia gibbs shot a 3. i immediately cheered and my brother replied, "that coulda been you,". To which my mother replied " I dont wanna talk about it, its a touchy subject,". That was the first time my mother admitted to me that she felt a certain kind of way about me not playing d1 college ball...i will admit like any other basketball player, everyone who has ever picked up a ball has dreams of playing their sport at the highest level possible, which is d1 and then (hopefully) the pros. I was just like every other kid....going into my senior year of high school basketball, i was told that the chances of me playing d1 ball were slim to none...i disagreed...the reason they gave me that reason was because i hadnt played a full season of high school ball. in fact my only year that i played an entire season was my senior year...freshman yr: immature sophomore year: i got into it with the new coach junior year: disciplinary problems...now that i look back on it, i promise i dont regret anything....i do wish i wouldnt have been such a knuckehead but i mean i dnt regret anything...i love my life honestly...so going into my senior year i had exactly one d1 college lookin at me Eastern Michigan University....me and the assistant coach emailed each other and i sent game film...about a third into the season they told me they didnt have any scholarships available...bummer...but i wasnt mad...i just felt like that wasnt where the Lord intended me to be at...every night before bed i got down on my knees and prayed to Lord that i would go to a d1 school. When the season began winding down and that possibility was slim, i just prayed that i got to go to a school to play basketball for FREE! i know people that have to take out massive loans for education! and i am blessed to be able to go to college for FREE because i have the ability to bounce the ball the right way! if thats not love idk wat is....and honestly i could have went the Juco route and i almost did but in the end my family was more important to me...i was going to go to a Juco in Illinois and after a year or two i could have played at a d1 school...but it was just too far me honestly...i love my family and the thought of only seeing them twice or three times a year scared the shit outta me...what if it was an emergency and im stuck out in the middle of nowhere? nun uh...it wasnt gonna cut it for me...so after my senior year wraps and we lose to Holy Cross in the first round of regionals (yes i cried!) i took about a week off to focus on the next step of my life and where i wanted to continue my athletics and academic career....out of the 4 of us seniors only 2 of us was seriously inquiring about playing after high school...the other senior Q chose to go to UK and not play instead of going to a Juco in Mississippi...me on the other hand went to a workout and K-State...my mother didnt want me to go there...and hey i just wanted to play plus it was a black school (HBCU) and my granny loved that fact....i went to a workout and campus tour and i waited for a couple of weeks...and the best they could offer me was a preferred walk-on position...i waited for a couple of weeks before responding....all the while, a small catholic school i had never heard of was recruiting me hard...st catherine college...never in a million years would i think that i would be at SCC but i am....the coach called me txtd me everyday....finially i went down for a workout and i did great (considering i was out of shape...the last game i had played was my last high school game!)...so i filled out an application for admission...the next thing i know i am at my house signing papers to play for SCC...it just so happened that it was SCC's first year of transition from a Juco to a four year school...they are NAIA Mid-South COnference....honestly i can say the game has been good to me...i really mean that...i have no bad feelings about the past or what happened because honestly i have matured alot as a person this last year and im so extremly proud of me lol....but on a real note...i wont be going back to SCC next year unless a drastic change happens...as of now i'll be attending Spalding University (shouts out to them they just won the USCAA National championship! look it up uscaa.com). I am getting a degree in middle school teaching and Lord willing i'll also be helping out with Fairdale's girls baksetball team next year (shouts out to the whole team and Coach Price!) and playing for Spalding....Like i said the gmae has been good to me...I am truly blessed and grateful that the Lord blessed me with my abilites to play the game...and shouts out to all the Louisville Girls playing d1 ball this year: Tia Gibbs, Cierra Ricketts, Danielle Wilson, Danielle Woodmore, Thia Gholson...sorry if i forgot anybody...and another reason I cant be mad: everyone knows that i can hold my own on the court...just ask =]

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

its about to be a problem!

http://www.youtube.com/bf3ars is up and running! show me love....the bf3ars show coming soon! first episode next week!

Friday, February 6, 2009

random things about me!

You know yaw wanna know!

1. I LOVE MUSIC
2. i LOVE THE GAME, NIPSEY HUSSLE, CHARLES HAMILTON, KEYSHIA COLE, MJB, KANYE WEST, AND USHER
3. I WANT TO BE A NEWS ANCHOR
4. I WANT TO RUN FOR SOME SORT OF POLITICAL OFFICE
5. I AM STUDYING TO BECOME A MIDDLE SCHOOL TEACHER
6. I HAVE 6 TATTOOS AND COUNTING (THEY ALL MEAN SOMETHING TO ME)
7. I LOVE SOFT AND CHEWY CHOCALATE CHIP COOKIES AND COOKIES AND CREAM ICE CREAM
8. I LOVE OLD MOVIES LIKE SOUL FOOD, NEW JACK CITY, MENACE II SOCIETY ETC
9. I AM CURRENTLY WRITING A BOOK ABOUT MY LIFE THAT I SOMEDAY HOPE TO PUBLISH
10. I REALLY HATE SCHOOL
11. I ENJOY BEING A ROLE MODEL TO MY SIBLINGS AND COUSINS
12. I LOVE TAKING PICTURES
13. I LOVE VIDEO RECORDING AS WELL
14. I AM IN UNDER COVER PYROMANIAC (WELL I GUESS IM NOT UNDERCOVER ANYMORE)
15. I USED TO HATE THE POLICE, NOW I WANT TO BE ONE
16. I SHOOK HANDS WITH BARACK OBAMA
17. MY MOTHER AND MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS ARE MY BIGGEST INSPIRATION
18. I USED TO LIVE IN DETROIT, BOSTON, AND KILLEEN TEXAS
19. I LOVE TO READ ALTHOUGH I DONT READ AS MUCH AS I USED TO
20. I HAVE A HUGE MAGAZINE COLLECTION THAT I CHERISH
21. I HAVE ALOT OF SHOES AND IM PROLLY GOING TO DONATE SOME SOON
22. WHEN I DIE I WILL DONATE EVERY ORGAN THAT COULD BE USEFUL TO SOMEONE ELSE
23. I LOVE GIRLFRIENDS, ONE ON ONE, MOESHA, THE GAME, AND MIAMI AND LA INK
24. WHEN I WAS YOUNGER ME AND MY BROTHER WOULD WATCH GOOD BURGER 3 TIMES IN A ROW AND SAY EVERY WORD
25. I LIVE TO MAKE MY MOTHER PROUD
*BONUS*
26. I USED TO BE SCARED TO PLUG IN ELECTRICAL CORDS
27. I ALMOST DROWNED IN HURRICANE BAY
28. I DONT KNOW HOW TO SWIM
29. I RODE A HORSE ONCE AND LOVED IT
30. I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY PIANO
31. I LOVE CARMELO ANTHONY AND HAVE EVERY SHOE HE HAS COME OUT WITH
32. I LOVE THE CARDS AND T-WILL AND DERRICK CARACTER EVEN THO HE DOESNT PLAY FOR THEM ANYMORE

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

FRAZZLE

YADAMEAN!!!!!! YO NEW POST....FIRST OFF R.I.P TO MY UNCLE BOB! I LOVE U AND U WILL BE MISSED...I KNOW YOUR IN HEAVEN WATCHIN OVER ME....MAN....ANOTHER DAMN RIP...IM TIRED OF EM....ANYWHOO....A WHOLE WEEK OUTTA SCHOOL....THE SNOW HAS BEEN CRAZY 24 PPL HAVE DIED (RIP) AND THE KY NATIONAL GUARD HAS BEEN CALLED IN...PPL ARE CALLIN THIS THE WORST NATURAL DISASTER TO HIT KY AND IDK...I CANT CALL IT...ONE OF MY PROFESSORS CALLED IT WORSE THAN THE FLOOD OF '97! STUFF IS CRAZY BUT GOD GOT US...MY GRANDMOTHERS HOUSE IS MESSED UP POWER LINES DOWN AND HER CAR IS MESSED ALL UP...WINDOWS SMASHED IN EVERYTHING...TREES WERE DOWN...ALL AT...SO SHE HAS BN IN A HOTEL BUT I MEAN PPL GOT IT WORSE SO WE ARE DEF. GRATEFUL....MAN A COUPLE MORE WEEKS AND IMA GET MY LAPTOP!!!!! YEAH!!!! CANT WAIT! IMA BE POSTING VIDEOS LIKE CRAZY...ALSO I ENTERED INTO THIS ADIDAS CONTEST...PLEASE VOTE FOR ME...WWW.ADIDAS.COM/WOMEN....THE WINNER GETS TO SHOOT A COMMERCIAL WIT CANDACE PARKER...HOW COOL IS THAT? MAN I HOPE I WIN....ILL BE DOIN EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO...ON ANOTHER NOTE...IM WORKING ON A SOUNDTRACK FOR MY LIFE UP UNTIL THIS POINT AS WELL AS WORKING ON MY BOOK....I LOVE MUSIC AND ALSO I WAS PISSED BECAUSE I THINK I LOST MY MP3 PLAYER WITH ALL MY STUFF ON IT...UGH...SO HOPEFULLY ITS AT HOME OR ON THE BACK OF MY MOTHERS TRUCK....FRAZZLE....MY NEW WORD...ITS BOUT TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!!! FRAZZLE CAN MEAN ANYTHING YOU WANT IT TOO MEAN....ITS ALL ABOUT THE CONTEXT...I CAN SAY DAMN YO JACKETS IS FRAZZLE YO...WHICH MEANS I LIKE YA JACKET ALOT OR I COULD SAY MAN THAT GAME WAS FRAZZLE WHICH COULD MEAN THAT GAME WAS WACK...EXAMPLE....LAST NIGHT AGAINST UCONN THAT GAME WAS FRAZZLE!!! LMAO....I STILL LOVE MY BABY T-WILL AND THE CARDS....AND THE GIRLS ARE PLAYING TONIGHT AGAINST SYRACUSE...SO HOPEFULLY THEY WIN....AND TO J-CHIV MAN I MISS U...KEEP YA HEAD UP GIRL...EXPECT A LETTER FROM ME SOON! LOVE YA....ALSO I HAVE A MEETING WITH A CERTAIN COLLEGE COACH FRIDAY....HMMMMM DETAILS LATER AFTER EVERYTHING IS OFFICIAL.....FRAZZLE!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, January 30, 2009

yo;

its been a while since i have blogged but honestly i havent found much to blog about...ummm lets see...im extremely pissed that jack frost hit KY and i have bn stuck at the catty for a WHOLE WEEK without shit to do...huh...now that thats off my chest....i have been like seriously sleepin alot...prolly becuz i dnt have anything else to do...but then it hit me...everyday when i close my eyes i go over the days events in my mind and these last few days i have been very upset becuz i couldnt find anything productive that i did...so from now on I will try to do something productive each day...and i wrote down another list of things i want to accomplish in my life time...and next to that list ill have another list that will say what i did each day for that goal to come true...yeah i know...but baby steps ppl geesh...lol...on a somber note RIP to my Uncle Bob and to that family that got mudered at the hands of the husband in Cali...Whoa....and FREE STEVE....im gone..........

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Complete Obama Inauguration Speech

My fellow citizens:
I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition.
Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because We the People have remained faithful to the ideals of our forbearers, and true to our founding documents.
So it has been. So it must be with this generation of Americans.

That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred. Our economy is badly weakened, a consequence of greed and irresponsibility on the part of some, but also our collective failure to make hard choices and prepare the nation for a new age. Homes have been lost; jobs shed; businesses shuttered. Our health care is too costly; our schools fail too many; and each day brings further evidence that the ways we use energy strengthen our adversaries and threaten our planet.
These are the indicators of crisis, subject to data and statistics. Less measurable but no less profound is a sapping of confidence across our land -- a nagging fear that America's decline is inevitable, and that the next generation must lower its sights.

Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real. They are serious and they are many. They will not be met easily or in a short span of time. But know this, America -- they will be met.
On this day, we gather because we have chosen hope over fear, unity of purpose over conflict and discord.

On this day, we come to proclaim an end to the petty grievances and false promises, the recriminations and worn out dogmas, that for far too long have strangled our politics.
We remain a young nation, but in the words of Scripture, the time has come to set aside childish things. The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit; to choose our better history; to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea, passed on from generation to generation: the God-given promise that all are equal, all are free, and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness.

In reaffirming the greatness of our nation, we understand that greatness is never a given. It must be earned. Our journey has never been one of short-cuts or settling for less. It has not been the path for the faint-hearted -- for those who prefer leisure over work, or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame. Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, the makers of things -- some celebrated but more often men and women obscure in their labor, who have carried us up the long, rugged path towards prosperity and freedom.
For us, they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life.

For us, they toiled in sweatshops and settled the West; endured the lash of the whip and plowed the hard earth.

For us, they fought and died, in places like Concord and Gettysburg; Normandy and Khe Sahn.
Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life. They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions; greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction.
This is the journey we continue today. We remain the most prosperous, powerful nation on Earth. Our workers are no less productive than when this crisis began. Our minds are no less inventive, our goods and services no less needed than they were last week or last month or last year. Our capacity remains undiminished. But our time of standing pat, of protecting narrow interests and putting off unpleasant decisions -- that time has surely passed. Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America.
For everywhere we look, there is work to be done. The state of the economy calls for action, bold and swift, and we will act -- not only to create new jobs, but to lay a new foundation for growth. We will build the roads and bridges, the electric grids and digital lines that feed our commerce and bind us together.

We will restore science to its rightful place, and wield technology's wonders to raise health care's quality and lower its cost. We will harness the sun and the winds and the soil to fuel our cars and run our factories. And we will transform our schools and colleges and universities to meet the demands of a new age. All this we can do. And all this we will do.
Now, there are some who question the scale of our ambitions -- who suggest that our system cannot tolerate too many big plans. Their memories are short. For they have forgotten what this country has already done; what free men and women can achieve when imagination is joined to common purpose, and necessity to courage.

What the cynics fail to understand is that the ground has shifted beneath them-- that the stale political arguments that have consumed us for so long no longer apply. The question we ask today is not whether our government is too big or too small, but whether it works -- whether it helps families find jobs at a decent wage, care they can afford, a retirement that is dignified. Where the answer is yes, we intend to move forward. Where the answer is no, programs will end. And those of us who manage the public's dollars will be held to account -- to spend wisely, reform bad habits, and do our business in the light of day -- because only then can we restore the vital trust between a people and their government.

Nor is the question before us whether the market is a force for good or ill. Its power to generate wealth and expand freedom is unmatched, but this crisis has reminded us that without a watchful eye, the market can spin out of control -- and that a nation cannot prosper long when it favors only the prosperous. The success of our economy has always depended not just on the size of our Gross Domestic Product, but on the reach of our prosperity; on our ability to extend opportunity to every willing heart -- not out of charity, but because it is the surest route to our common good.

As for our common defense, we reject as false the choice between our safety and our ideals. Our Founding Fathers, faced with perils we can scarcely imagine, drafted a charter to assure the rule of law and the rights of man, a charter expanded by the blood of generations. Those ideals still light the world, and we will not give them up for expedience's sake. And so to all other peoples and governments who are watching today, from the grandest capitals to the small village where my father was born: know that America is a friend of each nation and every man, woman, and child who seeks a future of peace and dignity, and that we are ready to lead once more.

Recall that earlier generations faced down fascism and communism not just with missiles and tanks, but with sturdy alliances and enduring convictions. They understood that our power alone cannot protect us, nor does it entitle us to do as we please. Instead, they knew that our power grows through its prudent use; our security emanates from the justness of our cause, the force of our example, the tempering qualities of humility and restraint.

We are the keepers of this legacy. Guided by these principles once more, we can meet those new threats that demand even greater effort -- even greater cooperation and understanding between nations. We will begin to responsibly leave Iraq to its people, and forge a hard-earned peace in Afghanistan. With old friends and former foes, we will work tirelessly to lessen the nuclear threat, and roll back the specter of a warming planet. We will not apologize for our way of life, nor will we waver in its defense, and for those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents, we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken; you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you.

For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness. We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus -- and non-believers. We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation, and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace.

To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect. To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society's ills on the West -- know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy. To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist.

To the people of poor nations, we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow; to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds. And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty, we say we can no longer afford indifference to suffering outside our borders; nor can we consume the world's resources without regard to effect. For the world has changed, and we must change with it.

As we consider the road that unfolds before us, we remember with humble gratitude those brave Americans who, at this very hour, patrol far-off deserts and distant mountains. They have something to tell us today, just as the fallen heroes who lie in Arlington whisper through the ages. We honor them not only because they are guardians of our liberty, but because they embody the spirit of service; a willingness to find meaning in something greater than themselves. And yet, at this moment -- a moment that will define a generation -- it is precisely this spirit that must inhabit us all.

For as much as government can do and must do, it is ultimately the faith and determination of the American people upon which this nation relies. It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levees break, the selflessness of workers who would rather cut their hours than see a friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours. It is the firefighter's courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke, but also a parent's willingness to nurture a child, that finally decides our fate.

Our challenges may be new. The instruments with which we meet them may be new. But those values upon which our success depends -- hard work and honesty, courage and fair play, tolerance and curiosity, loyalty and patriotism -- these things are old. These things are true. They have been the quiet force of progress throughout our history. What is demanded then is a return to these truths. What is required of us now is a new era of responsibility -- a recognition, on the part of every American, that we have duties to ourselves, our nation, and the world, duties that we do not grudgingly accept but rather seize gladly, firm in the knowledge that there is nothing so satisfying to the spirit, so defining of our character, than giving our all to a difficult task.

This is the price and the promise of citizenship.
This is the source of our confidence-- the knowledge that God calls on us to shape an uncertain destiny.

This is the meaning of our liberty and our creed -- why men and women and children of every race and every faith can join in celebration across this magnificent mall, and why a man whose father less than sixty years ago might not have been served at a local restaurant can now stand before you to take a most sacred oath.

So let us mark this day with remembrance, of who we are and how far we have traveled. In the year of America's birth, in the coldest of months, a small band of patriots huddled by dying campfires on the shores of an icy river. The capital was abandoned. The enemy was advancing. The snow was stained with blood. At a moment when the outcome of our revolution was most in doubt, the father of our nation ordered these words be read to the people:
"Let it be told to the future world...that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive ... that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet [it]."

America. In the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come. Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

STATS...ETC...

so i'm late with this post but o well...kill me...didnt start but i didnt expect to...played 20 mins...5 points 5 rebs 5 to's yeah im rusty...we lost by like 12...next game monday away...just got outta practice getting back into the flow of things...had a education summitt meeting from 12:30 to 3:30 and i cant sit still or focus that long...but i did my best...it wasnt as boring as i thought it would be and that is a great thing...had a student senate meeting at 5 i am the technology liason so got some kinks i gotta fix tama...and i have been nominated as the KEA-SP Ethnic Minority Representative...which is like a huge freakin deal...like OMG...basically i travel and make sure that the KEA (which represents all the teachers in KY and the undergrads!) have fair rules and policies regarding minorities...so ill b so stoked if i win....just to be nominated is a huge deal...o yeah dnt forget im only a freshman! yeah doing big things ppl...as far as the book goes...i have alot of ideas floating around in my brain but i have yet to put them on paper...im slacking yeah i know...but hey it will get done...promise...by '10 it will be finished...im taking 15 hours this semester...not too much heavy work...but i have to read chapter one for both psych and world history so im offa here.....

Monday, January 12, 2009

Guess Who's Bizzack

Yeah i'm back....game tonight....details tama!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Favorites!!! : )

This time on favorites, i'm listing my fav bball players in no particular order...

Carmelo Anthony (been liking him since oak hill, i have every shoe he has ever made, my husband)
Sebastian Telfair (3 words: through the fire)
Rajon Rondo (502 baby...plus he shows mad love)
OJ Mayo (even though he fucked me over at the mcdonalds all american game i still like him)
Deanna Nolan (been liking ha since 8th grade, i think we play alike)
Cappie Pondexter (BEAST)
Epphiny Prince (scoring machine)
Ivory Latta (my idol, hero, all that)
Diana Taurasi (one of the best to ever play)
Seimone Augustus (smooth)
Ashley/Courtney Paris (my cousins)
Angel McCoughtry (BEAST, scoring machine, put the ville on the map)
Terrance Williams (All around player plus he shows mad love)
Johnny Flynn (beast point guard in college)
Tajuan Porter (little man got big heart)
Tamika Cathchings (best all around player in the league)
Kobe Bryant (BEAST)
Scotty Hopson (shows mad love, plus he's from KY)
Alana Beard (smooth lefty)
Allen Iverson (the answer duh)
Candace Parker (the beast)
Mike Beasley (shows mad love, love him, so freakin nice)
George Hill (from iupui to the spurs!)
Franciso Garcia (went to louisville)
Leroy Nobles (from the same high school as me, bas ass yellowjackets)
Lebron James (duh)

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

BASED EXPLAINED...I DID NOT WRITE THIS....PROPS TO LIL B...THE BASEDGOD

Level 1.
Turf Based-When you are turf BASED that means you are just really starting to find out about the BASED lifestyle, you are still doing what you want to do, maby making descions that arnt always the best and sometimes negitive, but you are working to become BASED.

Based-You support the lifestyle plus your unique,Your Searching To learn More about the BASED lifestyle And BASED Music, You have exceeded being Turf BASED.

Based Legend-when you have exceeded the based lifestyle and you have a few supporters of your own who you have converted to the BASED living and resepct the BASED energy you have brought to the table and positive light you put forth.

Basedlord-When you have become a BASEDLORD you have traveled many places and have spread the based message about positive plus Living Free In Peace, You to have touched more people with your BASED knowledge then Even Water. You also surround yourself with others that are also BASEDLORDS.



Level 2.
BASED OVERLORD-When you are the leader of your BASED community and have assembled enough people to follow the BASED livestlye and they look up to you for BASED knowledge and positive direction, You have to be a strong and fearless, Woman or Man,Be Ready To lead your BASED team to positive energy through tough times.

PRO BASED-Means You have reached a level where you have a special power to you that everyone can feel when you walk in the room, a confidence that sweeps even the most prestige. Pro BASED Is When you are close To Your BASED peak in life and are EXTREMLY POSITIVE.


LEVEL 3.

BASED ROBOT-You Have surpassed even Pro BASED and are now leading more then 200 people in the BASED POSITIVE WAY. You are now automaticly BASED, when you wake up to when you go to sleep.Everything seems to be automatic Dealing With BASED and yourself.


BASED DEMI GOD-This is a level for everyone that is BASED and is about to get pass level 4 of your BASED journey,everone will have to go through this. BASED DEMI GOD is when you are being converted out of positive and people are trying to turn you to the evil side of being BASED which is not positive. BASED DEMI GOD as you see is still based, its just half positive and half negitive. You have to defete those negitive thoughts that are holding you back. Once You do that you will feel a positive release, Which in my BASED FREESTYLES we call it "Water Release" You will be transforming into what every BASED Supporter and partner will say is amazing.


LEVEL 5 EXTREME


BASEDWORLD-There Is only One BASEDGOD That Is Lil B,
to be excepted in the level 5 BASEDWORLD, you must be Adressed By THE BASEDGOD HIMSELF "LIL B" and tell him why you think you should be knighted into the LEVEL 5 BASED RELAM. If Lil B says you are BASED, you have passed the Level 5 TEST OF, "BASEDWORLD" AND HAVE PASSED THROUGH ALL 4 LEVELS OF POSITIVE.


LEVEL 6

BASENAM-When you have reached the level of BASENAM you can lead your own unit of BASED supporters and leaders, and show them the way of BASED positive living, You are also Welcomed to BASEDWORLD where THE BASEDGOD HIMSELF"LIL B" IS POSITIONED. YOU ALSO CAN SHOW OTHERS YOUR OWN BASED LEGACY AND CAN HAVE PRIVATE TALKS WITH THE BASEDGOD"LIL B" AND ASK FOR ADVICE OR BASED COLLEGE OR EVEN MORE WAYS OF BECOMING MORE BASED.


Level 7 BASEDGOD
"Lil B"

only a few Chosen ones By "LIL B" HIMSELF!!!!!!" will ever get to become a BASEDGOD.

it takes time and patentice, You have to be BASED for a number days and world spins.

IF YOU ARE BASED AND POSITIVE ENOUGH, PLUS HAVE PRACTIED THE ART OF "BASED" FOR A WHILE NOW, ONE DAY THROUGH YOUR POSITIVE LIVING AND VIBES YOU WILL BE ABLE TO MEET THE "BASEDGOD" AND ASK TO BE KNIGHTED WITH THE "BASEDGOD'S" PEACE JEWLERY!!!!!!!.ONCE THAT HAS HAPPEND YOU WILL BE APART OF THE BASEDGODS.

THERE IS ONLY ONE "BASEDGOD" SO FAR AND THAT IS LIL B THE LEADER OF BASENAM AND BASEDWORLD.


more new levels of BASED And ways of gaining knowledge upon the BASED will be coming soon!


WHAT LEVEL BASED ARE YOU AT?


ARE YOU EVEN BASED?

Copyright 2009

Lil B


BASEDBOYS/BASEDGIRLS-ARE WHAT WE ALL ARE

Monday, January 5, 2009

2009 is upon us!

okay so ima little late on the whole 2009 thing, forgive me! well 2008 was amazing and weird at the same time and i'm hoping 2009 can bring a little sanity into my little world. first i would like a moment of silence for all of those who passed in 2008..................................................................okay R.I.P.......right now...i am chillin kinda ready to go back to school (i thought i'd never say that phrase lol)....i downloaded the new sha stimuli mixtape called the break-up so go download that asap....the cover art is amazing and its a concept album as well...highly suggest it...i'm still bumping charles hamilton too....my new years resolution is too not cuss as much, pray 4 times a day, rid myself of all negative ppl and things and to be a better person overall...i can be evil at times....i also just want to live another day and for my family to be ok.....thats basically it for me.....