The Season is Here!!!

Whats up world? I knw i havent bn updating n a while and i apologize...ummm well the season officially starts monday with a game at lindsey wilson college...as of right now i do not knw if i will b playing because i have bn suspended but my status is up n the air as as right now. My new little one is doing great gettin bigger and he is healthy. I was a little down and out yesterday because of the simple fact is that I expect so much from myself and I am not performing up to my abilities. I just want to win every game and b perfect but I kno there is no such thing as perfect but i still wish to achieve that. I am focusing on just working hard each day to get better. I am gonna start a new section on the website where every Monday i ask a question from a fan.. please submit ur questions to brittanyfears12@gmail.com n the subject put question of the week... i promise i will answer each and every one...also how about Rajon last night? missed a couple of free throws but over all he had a good game...also my heart goes out to J. Hudson and her family in their time of need..well thats all for now...love u all...god bless

New Presidential Candidate... It's someone we know!

There's an effort to elect an unknown random person as President... and it's someone we know! Watch this online video about the surprising new nominee:http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3LnRzZ25ldC5jb20vcHJlcy5waHA/aWQ9MzcwNzQzJmFsdGY9Q3NqdXVib3omYWx0bD1HZmJzdA==Jot back a note to let me know what you think!

HOOPIN!!!!

YEA SO THE FIRST OFFICIAL PRACTICE WAS YESTERDAY....ALL WAS WELL....WE WERE JUS GETTIN N2 THE FLOW OF EVERYTHING I GUESS....LITTLE DISAPPOINTED I WASNT NAMED A CAPTAIN, BUT HEY....I NEED TO "GROW UP" AS THEY SAY....I MEAN IM TIRED OF PPL TRYING TO CHANGE WHO I AM...I MEAN IM ME...IF I WALK AROUND MUGGIN PPL THEY SAY IM MAD....BUT IF I SMILE AND JOKE AROUND IM PLAYIN TOO MUCH??? WAT???? GET OUTTA HERE....I GUESS I HAVE TO FIND THE COMMON GROUND....BUT IMA ALWAYS B BFEARS...WEN ONE DOOR CLOSES ANOTHER ONE OPENS....SO RIGHT NOW IM JUS FOCUSED ON BETTERING MYSELF EVERY DAY...WORKING HARD...STARTING AND GETTING OFF JV...SO THATS MY MAIN FOCUS...BESIDES SCHOOL AND MY WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL FAMILY WHO I MISS SO MUCH EVERYDAY....I DO IT FOR THEM...I SWEAR I MISS THEM MORE THEN THEY WILL EVER KNOW....BUT IM TAKIN CARE OF BUSINESS FOR US....OTHER THEN THAT ALL IS GOOD IN MY LIFE....ONE MONTH THE FIRST GAME...CANT WAIT....IM LOOKIN TO AVERAGE AT LEAST 10 POINTS, 6 REBOUNDS, 5 ASSISTS, AND 2 STEALS....AND IM JUS BEING MODEST....AS THE SEASON GETS CLOSER EXPECT THOSE NUMBERS TO INFLATE....LOL....

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I know your gone
i see it too
but a small part of me
still loves you

The past is the past
i'm never lokkin back
but you're makin it easy
by the way you act

Cant Be civilized
just tryna be your friend
we promised we would
be friends til the end

The weather changes
and people do too
cuz you're not the same
it's not me its you

So what do i do
I have moved on
i'm tryna do right
but you treat me wrong

You're in love now
happy, so I let you be
she better not do you wrong
or she'll have to deal with me

so no matter what you do
no matter what occurs
Ima b here fa you
jus say the word

But the friend stuff
maybe I took it too far
cuz my feelings got involved
and that aint aint cool at all

its all love though
my feelings anit crushed
just me and you
i have finally given up

FREE

FREE
My heart is free
Thank God it's true
I am finally
Over you

It wasn't easy
it was super hard
but I see the light
and made it threw the dark

I feel so good
life is love
bfears is back
now thats wats up

I dont regret nothing
it was a great lesson
I passed my test
now I'm not stressing

My heart is free
thank God its true
on to the next
you're in my rearview

9-22-08

So on 9-16-08, another reason for my existence was born...PJ Brown Jr was born and man babies r such a blessing...this is my 8th sibling and its still special...i could b havin a horrible day and i look at him or jus think about him and i cant even get mad...i jus wana smile man...jus smile...in other news in doing good...school is good....ball is good...life is good...i gotta new saying. now BRAND NEW DAY...BRAND NEW SIGHT..BRAND NEW VIEW...ON THIS THING CALLED LIFE... so thats how I'm livin....

Flashbacks & Understandings

Well my last post was about me being in a happy place and gettin over my ex...well this one is kinda the oppposite...lol...allow me to explain...okay me and the ex havent talked n like a month...then they deleted me on the space so i was like hey its a wrap...but then wen i was back home...i got a phone call and we talked on the phone for an hour!...jus about everything...the past, the present andd the future...it was good to have that understanding...they love me but r not in love wit me...i was like that cant b possible but they insisted it was...anyways we went out and i was like can i get a hug? BM was like duh come here and started smiling...so i gave them a hug and everything flashed back...i swear it was like in the movies yall...everything...jus came back and i didnt wana let go...but i did...and then we were at the club and They and their new boo was hugged up and erbody was lookin at me like i was supposed to be mad or something but i wasnt...i mean i wasnt happy...but i wasnt sad...get it? i didnt feel anything...im happy their happy...but im def glad we got an understanding...i needed that...and i did lose a fren...how idk...we havent spoke n a month but i didnt realize there were any hard feelings til i saw them n the club parking lot and called their name...they mean mugged the shit outta me...damn...i said is that for us? my crazy ass was ready to fight but i thought abt it...fight for wat? so what they dnt wana b my fren...y? only they knw...im good...their weak...the old brittany woulda tapped that ass...but hey im "maturing" now...lol its all good doe...im enjoying my life...school is great...ball is fine...god is good....